To Zenfish:
Thank you for your response to my message posted.
I appriciate you pointing out the dogmatism I conveyed pertaining to "subjectivism". Sometimes my words are not quite as well presented as I would like. But, non-the-less, thanks for pointing it out. I will try to be more clear.
The unspoken message I was asking: Do people even care about the message I want to convey through music? You see, I have difficulty expressing myself verbally and I know this because people misunderstand what I am communicating. This is frustrating to me. I do not want to have this problem musically. Musical instruments have been the only safe haven for me to really convey what I need to communicate. It has been this way since I was five years old. I just do not want to be misunderstood.
Pertaing to the chaos (change) in music over the centuries, thanks for bringing that up. I never really looked at music from the big picture standpoint. I have looked at specific times and places. I was focused on a tree rather than the forest:)
