Hi Joe! Not sure if this is the most effective way to contact you, however, here goes. Last Thursday I bought your anthology collection and have been listening to nothing else since. I had a rare entire evening to myself to listen to the cd's and ended up being moved to write, so I wanted to share with you what your music had inspired - don't know how you feel about poetry, but that's what happened...
hope you enjoy! (and thanks, by the way, for the music!)
#1(written listening to Until We Say Goodbye)
The clouds above/
Swirl like the billows/
Of a dancer’s skirts/
Displaying their intentions/
To me,/
To the horses/
That imitate the sky/
Running in nervous waves,/
Replying to heaven’s rumbling/
With a thunder of their own./
They want shelter,/
From the sting of rain,/
From the deadly smack of lightning,/
From the cold./
They will avoid pain/
When they can./
I want that too./
Warmth. Protection./
To avoid pain./
I also want to be a masterpiece./
We often fall from the vine unripe./
Have faith, have faith./
Faith and proof /
Cannot keep each other’s company./
But what about love and pain?/
I think they are bedfellows/
That cruelly claw each other’s backs/
While tenderly kissing./
I watch the horses run a little longer/
Before I open the gate,/
The dam,/
And let them flood the barn./
I hear them softly moving around/
In the dark./
I listen to their breath/
And feel the warmth/
Radiate from their bodies/
Pressed close./
This is their love,/
Their world,/
Their belonging./
The rain pelts the roof./
Now and then a cool air/
Slithers around us./
Right now/
I am one of them./
They move gently around me/
Bumping softly me as one of theirs./
It’s simple and enviable,/
The obedience to their purpose./
Pain is the hammer/
To red hot iron./
Burning before beauty./
Love is the function./
But it is outside this barn./
Even though I want to stay/
And make perfect sense /
Of my longing./
I walk to the house/
Where a light is on/
Shining orange in the dark/
In the open air,/
Nothing between me and God/
But the rain.
#2(written listening to Always W/ Me, Always W/ You)
I wasn’t born yet/
When Agnes came./
But I feel like/
She’s an actual person./
Folks mark their lives/
According to her visit –/
“Let’s see, that was the year after Agnes”/
Or/
“Yeah, we bought the house before Agnes,/
We never thought the water would ever get that high.”/
On some country roads/
Her high water marks can still be seen/
Like the notches on a wall of a child’s growth./
It’s as if some mysterious and powerful woman visited town/
Like a queen or a sorceress./
I always pictured her/
Dressed in a purple crocheted cap/
And tattered purple silk robes./
Mostly harmless/
But then someone had to piss her off/
And she said “That’s it!/
How do you like me now?!”/
I guess that’s what we do./
We measure our lives in big events/
Or disasters/
Because most of the days seem the same./
Maybe if we paused more,/
Gave thanks more,/
We’d see the miracle/
In a praying mantis and we’d say/
“That was the day the praying mantis hung on the screen door.”/
We’d see the miracle/
In rainbow trout and ladybugs,/
In winter and moonlight/
And goldfinches and orange lilies/
Growing next to the high water mark/
Of Agnes.
#3(written after a night of your music as I was falling asleep...)
I remember very little /
About the day/
I was told that you died/.
The sun was out./
It was Monday./
It was May./
Her face was heavy laden/
With these “I can’t believe I have to tell you this” eyes./
And my busy mind/
Was made still/
Like a room with the blinds drawn./
I ached for your mother./
I pictured your hands./
We should have made love./
And I hate that I was drunk the last time we kissed.